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when i write, Time

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me when i when i when working hard    I could say my blood would boil if I didn't write. But instead it is a slow and gradual progression; a marching of the blood, slowing to a slower state where the collective feet drag, the banner-folk flag and my limbs move with sluggish intent. Another way of looking at it - in the peaks of my creative hubbub, where the rivers of blood flow easy and joyful, I see wide, arcing stars shining bright in the eyes of those around me. The points are impossibly long and become thin, touching heaven and earth. But when I do not exert myself upon some art form, they shrink, only to peek from behind eyelids that flutter with nothing behind them but empty holes of grey.  And yet the time will pass anyway, or however the saying or sentence goes. I could rot for one thousand years in a tomb of my own choosing (book now!) and come out, and the world would not have waited. Why would it? I am one in a billion, a trillion (and not in the Unique Individ...

my truth in movement

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  finding a fine balance between rules lite and gorged on content, today. thinking about capital c-c-c-Combat; rounds, movement, actions, etc. okay so i'm going to lay it out as such; julia soboleva putting worms in my mind (and legs) first, some terms so you know Combat? make it SPORT. it covers all kind of tense exchange- combat aka killing each other, viciously; conversations that tide the line between brawl and word-sex; chase scenes of cruise proportions; dramaticals slowed down to slow-mo, unravelling unto some tragic truth- i want something a bit More. make that WAR. terrible and hungry. set its end point as Tradition, that's the result of whatever goes on in your WAR. everything and anything and all things that occur in WAR are the result of a Declaration. players make them and a declaration declared occurs and cannot be taken aback. all declarations move towards the tradition. got that? sorry. SPORT & WAR. true and two, terrible things. what we make of games. ...